Less guilt
Sambil menyapu gincu ungu pekat di bibir, dia tanya pada reflection dirinya, “Kenapa suka memainkan perasaan sendiri?”
Francesca Lia Block
Sambil menyapu gincu ungu pekat di bibir, dia tanya pada reflection dirinya, “Kenapa suka memainkan perasaan sendiri?”
It’s crazy how the heart skipped a beat at the sound of your name.
Kenapa suka memainkan perasaan orang? You should ask that yourself.
It’s just crazy how you drive me crazy. Madness.
| F: | How come you don't say "I love you TOO"? |
|---|---|
| S: | Because I know that your love is huge and so do I, no less, its already endless |
All my life, I have been desperate of people wanting me. Pagi ini, aku berhenti sejenak, kira-kira and decided I should stop being desperate pasal who would want anything to do with a person who offers nothing? It’s really weird how I’m blessed with friends who always choose to be on my team, I must’ve done something right somewhere.
You know how we always shudder at young deaths and then decided that we have to live life to the fullest, spend here, travel there, love a person like tomorrow never come? Supaya kita tidak akan rasa rugi so that if we die young, AT LEAST we’ve done this and that. Aku fikir, kalau kita mati di umur yang muda pun, like we’re gonna care about the life we’ve lived to the fullest pasal dalam kubur tentu kita lebih risau tentang soalan-soalan Munkar dan Nakir, no? I mean, obviously they won’t ask you if you’ve been to Ibiza or not (unless they know sarcasm and if you answer “Yes, I’ve been there” they’d probably reply “Great! But Hell’s definitely waaayyy different than that place”).
Sorry, aku bercerita dari/untuk side para sinners.
*shrugs
A December 31 Capricorn responds to their heart, not their head. They may be impractical in the extreme, but they also paint their world in vibrant and extreme colors. A certain brilliance does not shield them from a great deal of instability. This can be a drawback to maturation, yet it also provides them with the emotional exhilaration they crave.
Even though December 31 individuals enjoy being surrounded by a large group of friends, they are anxious to have time in the spotlight. This is generally based on a lack of self-esteem. They often experience a great deal of heartbreak in love, linked to their inability to make good romantic choices.
December 31 people love family life. It’s often the anticipated pleasures of a family that prompts them to settle down. Even though they may seek to work out issues from their childhood in their relationship with offspring, they brim with love and tenderness.
December 31 natives often ignore health issues until they notice a problem. Luckily, they possess natural vitality that allows them to neglect exercise and nutrition without seriously affecting their health. They may experience periodic problems with sleep, usually brought on by worry.
It isn’t uncommon for December 31 natives to change careers several times. They have a hard time settling on what they want. Although they have an instinct to make money and lead a stable, productive life, they also possess an emotional instability that is at war with their other instincts. Though adept at making money, they are better at spending it.
People born on this date need to feel loved and valued. This is more important to them than professional success. If they are able to conquer their insecurities, they can be successful in their career. They have enormous creative talent.
tlc.howstuffworks.com
I wonder if perasaan hasad dengki itu datang from you, yourself atau ‘penyakit’ turun-temurun.
Carl Jung (via gaws)
To be married in this is such a rock n’ roll way to get married.
I woke up this morning, feeling tired. I figured maybe because I was having conversations in my dream. Is that relevant?
Aku mimpi pergi ke suatu tempat by the beach yang sesuai kalau aku describe as Puerto Rico. Felt like that. It was a small town and by small, just a stretch of shop by the beach. Colours of the dream were orangeish-yellowish-greenish kinda tone. Sephia tapi ada warna lain. Rasa macam pernah sampai to that small town, rasa macam that was the second time i was there. In that dream, i was at the small town because i was suffocating from my life in the city. Felt as if i was there to rejuvenate, to mend things, to start my life all over again. Kemudian ada dua orang lelaki berkulit tan, topless, tegur aku dalam bahasa spanish/brazillian/mexican (?).